Thats what makes me so nice.......

My title is a line from a song in the musical Wicked. The Good Witch is giving a makeover to the Wicked Witch and and the Wicked Witch says, "oh you don't have too"..... and then the Good Witch says, "I know, that's what makes me so nice". I think it's funny because now when ever I do something for someone and they say, "oh you don't have to", I think.......... I know that's what makes me so nice! I am would be lieing if it weren't true sometimes. Not that I do nice things for people to be praised but it isn't nice to be sometimes. Most likely if you are reading this you know me and know that I moved a lot growing up and to honest I am nice person would take the ponytail holder out of my hair and give to a stranger if they even kind of looked like they needed one. That was how I tried to make friends every two years when I moved, by making people see that I would do ANYTHING for their friendship! That or begging them to let me tag along, or inviting myself. I had too, and I knew that or I wouldn't have any friends. I had an amazing childhood and got to see the world and have experiences that most people can't imagine, but I have never had a best friend. I say I wouldn't trade it all for one, but maybe I would. It's hard to break into people's lives. Most people live around some kind of family or friends who they have know for years and years. And lets face it those people always win when it comes to spending time. My mom started praying for me to have a friend when I born and never stopped. And now I look at my phone and the only people I TALK to are family, and subfinder. Thank goodness I have a texting plan and facebook :) That's how we communicate now I guess. How do you guys do it, have a friend who you talk to, spend time with, go shopping with or out to dinner, someone to talk to about your husband or babies? How do I try to make friends without pushing so hard, I can be pushy to the point of annoying I know, but it's really all I know and it worked in high school, but not anymore. I like being known as the nice girl, but I need someone to cry to as well! Maye I could put an add in the paper Hahaha! Ohhhhh or maybe I could invent a match.com for girlfriends :)